I Miss You Lua

I've been looking at pictures of you a lot lately Lua Puppy. You really were the cutest puppy ever. I know all moms say that... but no one in their right mind can argue with me. I was so lucky to have you as my puppy- even though it wasn't for very long. I miss you so much. I want to have you back in my life so badly. You got me through some rough times. I just wish I could have gotten you through your roughest time. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to. I hope you don't hate me for making you hold on as long as I did. I look at some of the last pictures we took of you, and I can see your pain in your cute face. I hope you didn't look at me and wonder why I was so selfish. I just... I just couldn't let you go. It was the hardest decision of my life. But finally I realized that your pain was too intense to make you suffer any longer. I hope you know I never wanted my Lua Puppy to hurt so badly. I would have taken it all away from you if I could have. I'm so thankful that you are no longer in pain anymore. Though my heart hurts for you everyday. I miss you so much. You'll always be my Lua Puppy.

Love you, Lua Puppy.